weiwei

2008-04-16T03:22:00.000-07:00

Who's the one who said she'll be able to overcome everything?

-its her, herself . .

Now she's facing all stuffs like this,

Studies are getting worst,
didnt even bother to do homeworks.
Friends are leaving her.Or they're just hypocrites.
"Good friends" are drifting apart further and further from each other.
Everyone's giving her a empty promises.
She rang one of her so called good "brother" up but he told her he aint free at the moment and would call her later.
She waited for his call,hoping that someone would lend her a listening ear.
But he didnt.
And bitches are acting as if they cared for her,
telling her that they'll be by her side forever,whenever she needs them.
Stop pretending like you all care. Cause she can tell that you're putting up a "show" only.
And they said, they'll be there for her anytime.
Can any fuckers in this world describe what does "anytime for her" means?
She called them up,and they were talking about their own stuffs when she havent finish telling them what happened.
When she called her "brother", that's what he'll do.
Talking about business,his own stuffs.
And than,what does she do?
She cant say anything , isnt it?
At an age of 14-15, most are still fucking childish kiddos.
You dont expect her to tell all her personal stuffs to them.
Cause they dont fucking understand it.
She had to wore a "mask" and face them.
Pretending that she's someone without worries.
She thinks that without love,she can still survive.
Cause she'd friends.
Oh yes, "FRIENDS".
Those bitches who claimed to be her "friends" and didnt contact her for , a few weeks. i suppose?
And they fucking call it friends or sisters?
Hearing those bitchings, seeing those faces,facing all these problems.

PS: I wonder,how long can this last?

Breakfast with Mr Jeffery

2008-04-12T17:37:00.000-07:00

GOD DAMN,I HAD BLOODSHOT EYES.

I slpt arnd 5am ytd and Jeff woke me up at 6.15am. When i answered the call,i didnt knew it was a call as i tot its an alarm or smth til i open my eyes and look carefully. I quickly brush up etc. Dad and Mum was wondering why am up so early. Cause usually Sunday i slpt til arnd 10am.

He met me below my block and we walked to the coffee shop. While walking,i took out my mirror and realised i had bloodshot eyes man. First time . zzZ All thanks to Mr jeffery liao lor. He stays near the market and he doesnt know where the supermarket and coffee shops are. BAKA !! Lols. I ordoered prata and he had wanton mee for breakfast. Talk about school life and others. I rmbred this funny convo. it goes like this :

Him : Eh,full alr?

Me : Havent la,my prata not finish yet.

Him : DO you know what i just asked you?

Me : Yah, you asked if im full or not ma

Him : ==, I was asking if you know BaoL.

Me : Chey ! i tot what sia.

And i cant stop laughing.

Went to supermarket and bought chillis !!! Heh heh. Next,i da bao breakfast from mum. And her shio shio eh kopi-O.

He asked me to jogged with him at 8pm. OMGGGGGGGGGG.

Random Post

2008-04-12T12:32:00.000-07:00

It 4.30am now and Im still awake,very very awake.
Oh well,today's been a grea day though.
Mum bought me my favourite laksa for breakfast [ Ps,i didnt took photo of it ]
Dad cut the coconut for me,those fresh from the trees one leh !!! And He put the coconut's flesh and water into a cup . He left it in the fridge and went to work. When i woke up,i get to eat my breakfast and the fresh coconut drink , Aww. Gan dong la. Dad prepared it just before he went to work worszxsz :D
Mum bought me some cakes. I love the strawberry's one among all <3

Mum said that i had sucha big appetite today. I ate :

-Rice

-2 fish

-egg

-prawns and veggies

-Junk food

-Alot of sweets

-instant noodles.

3-4 meatballs.

-2 cakes

-1 coconut

-1 egg

Gonna put on alot alot of weight if i dont exercise D:

After a few minutes, Jeff replied my SMS

"I 6.30 at your house below ! Haha if you not shy let me wait for 30 minutes . Hahah de 7. :) "

( I asked to meet at 7am )

I told him that i'll be blogging this out and his reply was "anything" . (Lol.what am i talking about. No link .== . )

Okay, nehmind. Hope i'll get up on time tomorrow or i'll "give aeroplane to him" [ fang fei zi ] , which is leave him there or whatever la.

Uh-oh D:

He said that he'll be waiting for me at 6.30 am !!!!! When i had said 7am ==

This shown up on my fone

"I 6.30 at your house below you hao le jiu come down " . zzzZzZzZz

Fine loh, he win liao lor. BUT , i dont think i can make it at 6.30am. Its very very early for me. I havent sleep yet !!!!!!!!!!

Argh,nvm. Here are the photos :D

Coconut coconut ! xD

Strawberry,chocholate,coffee flavour [:

Eh,i got evidence hor, jefffffffffff.

Okay,i go sleep le. My eyes are closing 1/2

Smuacks ! <3

2008-04-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会,
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天.

I feeling lost, very lost.
Can someone lead me th way out?

2008-04-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

Forget about what i said jus now,I lose.
To you,for him and him.
I dont know why and what am i doing .

Photo editings.

2008-04-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

Ahem ahem *
When i was bored,really really very bored.
Laopenguin and me decided to edit the same photo and see who's editing skills are better.
Check out the photos yo.

This , is the original one.

These are edited by me.

Laopenguin's

I touched up for him.

And,here's the final piece !!!

TAADAAHHH !!!

Saw the difference between the original one and the edited one? Which is better ? :D

MIXED FEELINGS

2008-04-07T02:55:00.001-07:00

Warning : This isa super lame and boring post

Am super happy now.
Am feeling sad at the same time.
Am afraid its just false hopes.
Am struggling
Am very tired.
Am sleep
Am hungry
Am confused.
Am at a loss what to do.
Am looking forward to something.
Am contented with some part of my life
Am wanting for more $$
Feel like killing
Feel like pretending i heard/saw nothing
Feel like shouting
Feel like being a grown-up now.
Feel like working
Feel like eating baked rice an long john
Fee like meeting someone.
Feel like changing a phone
Feel like buying a camera.
Feel like having a photoshoot.
Feel like having a ride on the roller coaster
Feel like gg back to childhood
Feel like a fool.
Feel like am wasting my time over some stuffs
Feel like am useless
Feel like a failure
Feel like camwhoring now.
Feel like calling someone.
Feel like seeing someone's smile
Feel like having a photographer
Feel like having a photographer boyfriend
Feel like giving parents the best thing using my own money ( Those that i earn myself)
Feel like hugging.
Feel like watching a movie with someone.
Feel like eating wedges from school's canteen.
Feel like going to the beach
Feel like dinning at my family' favourite restaurant
Feel like "pressing" fast forward to some time/place
Feel lke travelling to Newyork.
Feel like rebonding my hair again
Feel like larning th guitar
Feel like starting poly now.
Feel like being a good blogger.
Feel like camwhoring at nice place to snap
Feel like laughing like nobody's business even if i look unglam.
Feel like having someone to make me laugh it so hard that i can fall off the chair
Feel like gg to Bugis now.
Feel like eating chicken wings
Feel like flying
Feel like being how i used to and not putting up an act
Feel like swimming
Feel like running
Feel like singing
Feel like being in a very "high" mood.
Feel like talking to someone til i fall asleep
Feel like rocking the ass outta everything.
Feel like learning photography
Feel like brushing up on my photography/editing skills.
Feel like going to the arcade
Feel like bitting
Feel like punching
Feel like cutting my hair short
Feel like cring
Feel like playing soccer
Feel like having a BBQ now
Feel like leaning on a shoulder
Feel like clubbing
Feel like,
i dont know.
Am wondering,

Is there something or someone i cant get over? Or is it something else?

Ps : If you dont know what this post is trying to say. So be it . Im too tired,fucked up,annoyed,lazy of everything to explain.

When mugging session turns out to be . . .

2008-04-05T18:58:00.000-07:00

" Thought this is suppose to be a mugging session? Yet now we're camwhoring? " - Laughs.

Met Abbi at small mac,Azzi and Ammi didnt turn up :(
We had lunch together at Longgggggg john. Trained down to cityhall and meet her friends,Sonia and,syam. (I think.i forgot her name. Alamak !). Chill and camwhore at Mrs field's . Oh my,their cookies are 0h-so-awesome la !!! We decided to study at esplanade library.And hey,i mean it okay. Revise revise revise ! My exams are coming in a few weeks time. That's what i planned to do at first. BUT,When we reach the library,uh-so-sad la. Esplanade library is so chio and i could even see the Singapore flyer. You might think,so what? Okay,soooooooooo, how on earth am i able to resist sucha nice place to snappppppppppp? Y'all who know me well,learn this lil thing about me. I camwhore everywhere i go.This might sounds stupid,ah,whatever. I dont care. My phorographer for the day is,Abbi ! I still have photos with her,its in her camera. Will upload `em when i get it . When Sonia's b.friend came,they were lovey dovey and Abbi started to went crazy. *Coughs*

Abb : Ahhhhhh. I miss art star, i miss art star !!!!! i miss him.

Me and syam : Lol. chill man.

And she was hugging the both of us. Seeeeeeeee, love sick leh. so kong bu lor. =.=
Okay,enough of my craps. We trained down to Bedok and met Anni,trained down to East Coast and had dinner there. Oh my gawt,we're all so hungry at that time. I remembered clearly that i told Abbi i wanna go there with her one day,ever since i saw the photo she's eating a chicken wing. Her photo captions are "chicken oh chicken". Whenever i think of it,i'll keep on telling her. "I wanna eat chicken oh chicken !!!!" . I said that everytime . Sounds a lil crazy though. ==
And finally,i taste it yesterday. Eheh,am not sua ku okay. Not like as if i didnt eat it before,its been a long time since i last have it la . After eating,Abbi's parents drove us home.

Pictures

2008-04-04T21:07:00.000-07:00

Hey yo :D
I apolpgise for not updating.
I've been using Xanga for some time already. But am still not quite familair with it.
Sooooo,i decided to use back Blogger .
I'll seldom blog there already aye. Do take note.
And as you can see,i've added some advertisements. Do visit them kay [:
Am meeting Abbi and Ammi soon. Update later.
smuacks ! Miss me okayyyyys. LOL.

Mineral Water save the day ! =D

2008-03-25T23:48:00.000-07:00

School was great today !!! [:

Muhammad's specs :p
My friend realise that the hypocrite give nasty comments about her etc :O
I ate 3 packets of wedges. ( Gonna be fat man ! )
An unexpected thing happened to me. Its gotta do with OWC. *wink wink*
Muhammad and Ridzuan share secrets with me and Gekp. =D
Afiq says that im cute ! Awww,Weird leihs. Lol. ( Maybe i was doing some actions that he thinks its funny? )
BUT,the worst thing happened during geog ):
Anw,my exams are coming in 4 weeks time !!! T.T
which means i gotta study and revise during weekends. No more hang outs already. ( I can save $$$ too :D )

AND,I KINDA MISS CHILDHOOD LA !!! ):

buhbye, I wanna go cook my maggie mee already !
Smuacks ! (=

2008-03-20T20:50:00.000-07:00

I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE ):

2008-03-15T01:16:00.000-07:00

aku ade banyak kerje rumah tengah tunggu untok aku buat. ):

2008-03-15T01:04:00.000-07:00

Hey.i've updated ! Its in my xanga blog :D

Click

2008-03-12T10:22:00.000-07:00

Oh well,im soooooooo into shopping online now.
Tell me th url of th blogshop if you happened to saw one tht's selling UNIQUE vintage or slogan tees ;D

2008-03-12T02:40:00.000-07:00

Okay,im getting freaking bored and i decided to post this.
No offence if you're one of them uh!

a couple was chatting in msn

Boi boi : Girl,Iloveyou.
Gal gal : Boiixboiix,iie oshoox lurbbe iiueexx alo0rtt nehhhsx.

A while later ,

Gal gal : Boiix,dunchh yews ebber libb muiiex okiies? i really hartx hartx iuue sibei deepps and alortx one dehhs.
Boi boi : I wont,dearie,i promise,i swear.
Gal gal : Boiix boiie,realliex mahhs? dont bbluf mie nnehhs.
Boi Boi : yes,girl,Iloveyou.
Gal gal : Tiiueday wnnax gqo kaiixkaiix mahhs? Iieex wnna gqo shopx shopxx with dearr deearx.

The boy went to th toilet and his sister happened to saw th convo on his laptop,

She replied her,

' Okkiieshx nnnnhs, whhh ix naa qoout? ' ( Okay nah,where you wna go? )

th gal was wondering what 'he' is trying to say and why is 'he' typing like dhiiishx.

she asked : hhuhs? whaddd toakinggs youuhs?

th boi's sister replied, ' since you dont understand what im talking,and i dont uds what you're typing,please dont twit, its not kawai or cute at all. Typing like dhuiishx will fail you your english. type proper english instead. its not th trend to twit. '

Okay,so,whats th moral of th story?
and how did you all find it? tag me in my tagboard.

9th march.

2008-03-10T02:20:00.000-07:00

IT'S A GIRL THING.

Went M'sia with mum in th afternoon.We went to our favourite restaurant, 'Kim Gary Restaurant'. Lemme tell you this,their soup and of course my favourite Baked rice ! =D
Went into Watsons and bought cosmetics,nail polish etc etc.
Mum bought some books at th bookshop,& i bought stationaries.
shopped around and went home afterwards.

2008-03-09T21:16:00.000-07:00

New blog >> http://weblog.xanga.com/redclips

This is my public blog. ^

But wait,im not going to delete this current blog, (piercethrough-it.bs.com)
I'll treat this as my private blog.

2008-03-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

Hannah passed this to meeeeee =D

Rules of the game;Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged & list their names. No tag backs!

1. I go gaga over baked riceeeeeee ~ :D
2. i play with my fingers whenever im nervous. (Lol?)
3. I love eating egg with vinegar. (Hey,its nice okay ?!? )
4. I tend to be very lame when im bored
5. I talk to myself when im down or hyper. -.-
6. I love posing retarded poses when im taking photos.
7. I spend 45mins-1hour to doll up (This is why weiting keep complaining tht im always late when gg out with her =X )
8. I love th colour green super much,instead,i wanted everything arnd me to be green, my tops,bottoms,laptop blablabla to be green. Lol.
9. I love capturing beautiful photos :)
10. I avoid eating garlics =[

Better do it hor,
1. Weiting
2. Jo donut
3. Annie tutu
4. Jiaxin
5. Joey sister
6. Caine

2008-03-06T02:42:00.000-08:00

I will try to be strong,
I must be strong.
Cause,
I've got to learn to accept things tht i like it or not.

2008-03-05T23:40:00.000-08:00

'OI. NB,CCB. ?!'
sounds familair leihs. who is it uh?

Its you lah.Everytime act yi ge nia.
You gossip and bitch about friends tht you seemed to be v. close with. (Another hypocrite uhs -.- )
Im sure you does tht to me too,eh?
ANDAND,there's one thing i dont understand.
why is it tht when you bitch abt another person,th one who's listening to all your fucking bitching is soooooooo close and good with you,when they doesnt like you,too ?
I bet you never thought of it before.

Ok,here's a story for you,if you're reading my blog.

xx says : "Eeeeyerhs,dont friends HH la. she very what one leihs."

yy says : "Huh? really uh? Orh,ok norhs."

Th next time when xx and hh are okay, this is what happens.

xx says : "eh,i tell you horzsxzs, the yy hor. Very cb,xialan etc etc one leihs."

hh says : "Hurhur?" (hh's doesnt trust xx so much alr,cause xx once bitched abt hh and now xx's doing th same thing to yy. )

Sad to say, these happen again,and again.

Please la,how old already huh? still doing these type of kindergarden or primary school stuffs meh?
And if you think tht when you gave all those fucking attitude,i'll give in to you or whatsoever,
SORRY, you're wrong.Im not like those ppl who'll pretend to be very good with you even when they doesnt like you.
I dont like hypocrites,neither do i wanna be one .
I tested you,i wna find out if you've changed alr .
Unfortunately,no leihs. bo leihs. you never changed at all leihs. Infact you attitude is getting worse man.
this is something i seriously cannot fucking swollow it down and pretend nothing happened la horrrrrr.
SOoOoOo,If i changed my attitude towards you outta th blue,think about it what you've done.
Raising your voice at me in th public,is something tht i hated most.
what if i do tht to you? how'd you feel?
If you think tht you are very "big" , going around scolding ppl,
aiyohs, you xiang tai duo liao laaa. *screaming and running away*
Wah seh,ah lian leihs. bu yao come close to me. wo pa pa leihs -.-
You should know who you are.

I feel like shouting into your face and asking you to fan xing fan xing yi xia. No point step yi ge lian ma and giving those your so-called-sibei-"sa ki"-eh-pi qi.

Aku benci kau,

Pergi berambus !

2008-03-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

I REALLY REALLY SUPER SUPER SUPER MISS MISS MISS MISS TH OLD TIMES LEIHS :(

-Ok,i know im typing like so shity english. But who cares.

2008-03-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

Omg. im so happy that i feel like screaming now manzszsxzxs !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D

2008-03-03T22:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,TO YOU.
4.march.08

2008-03-02T17:11:00.000-08:00

Ok,i'm at home now.
tio suspended for my dyed hair and coloured extensions -_________-
Mrs Lee said tht my hair is BROWN leihs.
last time i dyed it to black ler ma. thn now became brown . -.-
I gotta dye it black again. OMG. my hair will spoil manszxs !
Im soooooooooooo freaking bored at home now.
i wna go sch and study :(
Heng today dont have maths. I will cry if i miss mdm tan's teaching man.

2008-02-29T02:46:00.000-08:00

Oh well.
i dont have any mood to blog.
if YOU doesnt trust me,thn why did YOU asked me in th first place?
and YOU gave me th 'Oh,really?' look.
yea,closest. closest but there isnt any trust in it. Laugh out loud?

2008-02-27T22:44:00.000-08:00

I AM CRAVING FOR VADAI NOW.
I AM GOING DOWN TO TH NEARBY PASA MALAM AND BUY IT !
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I LOVE BAKED RICE AND VADAI
(Lisa told me tht food its called vadai. but im not sure what its called either. heh. nvm,i'll take pictures of it :D )

2008-02-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

OMFG.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I JUST REALISED I HAVE SO MUCH ASSIGNMENTS WAITING FOR ME TO DO LEIHS.
AND HOR,I DONT FEEL LIKE TOUCHING ANY OF THEM AND WANTED TO WATCH MY 9PM CHANNEL 8 SHOW.
OMGOMG. SO MUCH HOMEWORK, FOR ME !!!!!!!

2008-02-25T02:23:00.000-08:00

Currently at ah bull's house.
Ah bull's brother look so alike as ahem* lehhhhhhhhhh.
wahlao,chua tio lor. mistook him as ahem* . -.-
yue fang cut away my hair while removing my coloured extensions.
OMGOMG ! my real hair leh.
and hor,she really very pervert de leh. she touch my ass touch here touch there. eeeeeeeeyer.
omg. so bian tai lor her. those who know her,beware of this dangerous "creature" okay?
cause she'll touch your ass,your boobs and all your other private/sensitive parts.
Unfortunately,i always being molested by her T.T
No one uds how i feel manszxzs !
si yue fang.

2008-02-24T00:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER ! :8D

230208 ;

Met fang( tht molester lor,still got who else?) and isabel (ah bull) at mart.
Went to 201 for breakfast. We had nasi lemak :D
Bused to downtown,escape.
they had free ticx, i bought a funky card. lol.
when ah bull and me decided to play pirate ship, fang went 'oh. nono. dont want.i dont want play. very scary'
cannot tell tht she's afraid to play tht ehs? -.-
not alot of games were available on tht day.
Wet & wild,inverter and some others are under service.
but at least we get to play 'rainbow' . its so fun la.
we get to see th whole view or escape ^.^V
While Q-ing up for 'go kart' , i felt a lil dizzy and rest at BK.
when they finished their game,isabel came telline me this.

ah bull : initial D leh.
me : what initial D ?
ah bull : yue fang lor. just now she fetch me hor,very sak ki leh.
me : why leh?
ah bull : cause when she stopped,she made a move like initial D. she quick stopped th car and move it to another way.
me ( thinking how it'd look like.) : wa. shuai ma shuai ma?
bull and fang : shuai la ! xD

Lol. went into th haunted house.
we hold on to one another's hand tightly,
and i think i stepped onto fang's shoe -.- (omg)
arnd evening time,we went out of escape and ate KFC.
their staffs there is so so so blur la.
when i ordered,tht auntie didnt ask me if i wna take away or eating there.
she put everything in th plastic bags -.-
and when i asked her why did she put in plastic bags . she replied me . 'you never say ma'
Me : 'you never ask me what. anw,i want cheese and change th mush potatoes to fries.'
the auntie put the cheese into a plastic bag and put th fries into a paper bag. -.-
Me : 'why you put inside th bag? ' ( quite du lan alr. omg man. comman sense tells her tht earlier on she had done th wrong thing by mistaking me da bao th food yet she's still thinking tht im taking away -.-)
the auntie took the stuffs and put it onto th tray.
i was feeling more pek chek and dulan laaa. so baka manszxssz. she should took out th food from all those plastic bags and place it in th tray what. -.-
service is so bad la.
another lady was taking away 3 pieces chicken meal. yet th auntie made another mistake again !
omfg, can you imagine it? she gave her 2 pieces of chicken instead of 3 -.-
fang ordered 2 pieces chicken and she told her she wanted chicken thigh, th lady who's serving her told her 'er. no more thigh '
fang asked her. ' you cfm or not? you go to th kitchen and check.'
th lady : ' orh.sorry sorry. have . '
oh well,this shows how lousy their service and staffs can be -.-

bused to 201 and bought mother's bday cake.
slacked at void deck and we was chit chatting for arnd 1-2 hours? lol.
fang accompanied me to wait for my bus.

3 of us are on th same boat,

we must be optimistic instead of emotional .

be strong :)

2008-02-22T00:29:00.000-08:00

OMFG OMFG.
there's molester in my school man ! =X
wna know who she is?
she is none other thn. . . .
YUE FANG
SHE EVERYTIME 'TEH' GIRLS'S NEH DURING RECESS ONE.
IM ONE OF TH VICTIMS. OMG OMG ! .

show you her face .

pretty and friendly but no use,
you knw why?
cause her only motive is wna teh ppl's neh !
HAHAHAHAHAH !

2008-02-21T00:17:00.000-08:00

- -再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

Its so funny.
its so naive.
its,
just a lie.
laughs*
i cant stop laughing man.
we're in this type of situation now.
I opened my chat logs,looking at all those chats with you.
i realise you're sucha friendly and humourous person when i first know you.
but now,you're a totally changed person.
i know,im so foolish,
whats th point of doing all these now?
i keep telling myself to stop all these silly acts and thoughts,
but my heart keeps calling me back to you,having so much flashbacks of th past.
now tht your heart's with someone else,
i can only look at you from far.
hiding my love for you.

Dont come asking me who im referring to. If you think its him,thn so be it.
We're not on gd terms in th past,,so stop acting like as if you're very close with me and come asking me who he is,you gave yourself away.
i have eyes,i can tell.
You should know who you are.
CUT TH CRAPS AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU REALLY CARED.

2008-02-19T23:48:00.000-08:00

What hurts th most is being so close,
having so much to say.
and seeing you walked away, with others.
cause there's nothing i could do.
i tried,but you didnt react to it.
infact,you didnt even bother.
Whats th point of waiting and hoping for someone wholeheartly when tht person doesnt even give a damn to you?

2008-02-19T22:26:00.000-08:00

DESPITE WAITING AND PERSERVERANCE,IT DOESNT WORKS.

Im totally wrong.
anw, say hello to my moodswings,ppl.

2008-02-19T06:08:00.000-08:00

OH CLASSMATES :D
took on valentine's during SFL trip to changi airport T3.
will upload more photos if i get `em from wenting and Nabilah.

2008-02-18T01:53:00.000-08:00

Got back our science test results.
12 out of 40, PASSED.
omg.cant believe it.
yes yes,im one of th failures -.-
its like wth laaaaa.
tmrw im having maths test. (i btr study for it manzsxzxs)
Anw,i pierced my earbone already,th top part there.
wanted to pierce my tragus,but they dont do it there =/
well,nvm thn.
im off to study for my maths test already.
wish me luck :D
Oh yes,a piece of good news,(to me,perhaps?)
SAY GOODBYE TO MY MOODSWINGS :)

-i guessed it long ago,
looks like im right .
you've got everything you wanted.
while me,looses out to YOU in everything.
You'd never know how i felt, cause im always th one who's loosing out to you.

2008-02-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

V.V.H.N
I agree with you,we've drifted.
drifted so far.i can clearly remembered that on 31.12.07,tht's th first time four all of us hang out tgt.
after th countdown,we promised tht no matter what,we'll stay in touch like how we are.
we even planned to meet up and have lunch tgt after school. Our school isnt so far form one another's . its all located at th east.
But now,we seldom contact already. unless there's events like valentine's , or friend's bday.
does it mean tht we'll only contact during all these occasions? No,i dont want it to be like this. Whether there are any special occasions or not,i hope we'll stay contact with each other. Sometimes we seldom contact might be due to our studies.Exams,tests are coming up,we gotta revise. i know, i understand.
But,its been so long since we last met. and i've got so many many stuffs to tell y'all. be it happy or unhappy stuffs.
Hannah,yes,
i said i thought we were th closest. When i need an listening ear,i'd call you up.
When im feeling very sucky on valentine's,you gave me a rose,(though its withered,but its ok. as long as you have the heart to give me can alr.) for this 14 years,nobody gave me roses before,thanks.
you even bought a wallet that stated, 'MYUK SAYS NO TO EMO'.You wrote me a letter, telling me that you'd be by my side whenever i need you.
When we was at tmart,we played a game,(i dont know what its called).You said : 'play this la.can fa xie '
i tried it,and we have fun playing tht (though its a lil childish >.<)
we was laughing so loud at that time tht we caught some ngee ann's students attention and they came to see what we're doing.
i laughed,for so long ever since my moodswings started,i've been crying.
but, i laughed. its you,whom make me found back my laughters again.
thank you,i dont know how many thankyous i wna say to you.
im sry abt ytd,i know, you were looking forward to ytd's outing. me too .
When i said i want you to be my closest one,i mean it.
let me, and time prove it to you.
still,you gotta prove it to me , too.
i believe, friends are forever,
friends will be there for you whenever you need them,
for, lovers wont.
2 words,break up, ends everything.
there's something like this;
- it takes a long time to build up a golden friendship.

2008-02-15T18:50:00.000-08:00

I wanted to believe that you'd be there for me 24/7,
infact, i want you to be my closest one.
prove it to me.
Conflicts between 2 person is normal,but there shouldnt be too much of them =/

2008-02-15T01:11:00.000-08:00

Ya la,ya la.
yes la,yes la.
my fault lahhhhhhh.
You said i gave you attiude first? Think about it.
its been sooo long since the four of us last met luhs.
though today vann's not coming. you and natasha is coming along.
But you're bringing a friend , too.
Its like , we've never been tgt for a long time and there's so many many things i wna share with y'all. bringing your friend along,a stranger, you think i'll be able to tell my personal stuffs out? with the presence of someone im not familair with?
you said, 'Ok lor,than i dont bring lor.'
i said, 'Thought you said you're bringing?'
you : 'NO LA. I SAID NO LA. UNDERSTAND MA?! '
i wanted to explain to you, but you just raised your voice.
I text you just now and i couldnt make it today.cause my mom cooked my dinner alr and we're meeting a lil late today.
i said i'll make up for tmrw.
and there you go,raising your voice again.
You : 'So what? you know i spent the whole afternoon waiting for you? You waste my time lah'
Me : 'Can you be more understanding or not? i couldnt go out now, tmrw,ok?'
You : 'Ahyah,sua la sua la. Me and natasha go will do'
you didnt even bothered to talk to me properly,you're talking to others and laughing.
i know,its my fault. i should have told my mum earlier not to cook.
but you dont needa raise your voice either.yesterday you're telling me that you'll also be there la,we will be reunited again ,simi lanjiao etc.
Yet now you're doing this. you tell me la. how to believe you?
ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

-i always thought among 4 of us,you're the one who's closest and understand me most.Looks like im wrong,totally.Girl,please control your temper and th way you talked to me.
You gotta be understanding at times too. Put yourself in my shoes,if your mom cooked your dinner already and you went out with your friends,you came back and eat,how'd she feel?what if you're the one preparing th meal? how'd you feel? you spend time fixing that dinner for th family. its like, would rather go out with friends thn eating a dinner with th family.
Not that im saying friends arent impt. Friends are impt, too.
You just raised your voice,not giving me a chance to explain it to you.
since when did you became so unreasonable? you wasnt like this before.
I remembered when i first know you,you're a friendly and kind person.
you'd spend time talking to me. When we first met,which is on countdown for new year,we was at vivo. we went to the restroom. I was styling my hair and you asked me,'can lend me your wax ma?' its like,you have such good manners la. you even asked me if i wna stayover at your house after the countdown,cause its quite late alr. When we reached your home,You cooked me noodles and we chatted alot alot that night. we even made spaghetti tgt th next day. But now,we're like this. scolding each other,raising voices at one another.
Why ?
the piece of paper tht you gave me on valentine's, you wrote '& darling,im sure you know, I will always be here,right? vday's got me,sad,wan die, still got me.'
and you ended with.
PS* I hope you like the present
PPS* ily :D
PPPS* ______ forever, (i mean it).
NOW WE'RE LIKE THIS ! LIKE THIS ! LIKE THIS !
I DONT LIKE IT LAAAAAAAAAAAA.

2008-02-14T01:55:00.000-08:00

FUCK Y'ALL and VALENTINE'S.

wrong wrong wrong !
im wrong .
wrong of y'all.
y'all are a bunch of oh-SIBEI SIBEI TOKONG-good-friends. (say that im being sacarstic if you want,cause i learn it from YOU. )
Ohohoh,so you're telling me this is what you people called as FRIENDS huh?
Actions speaks louder than words,

6 words for y'all la, 'thanks for acting like you cared'.

P.S : cupcake,thks for th presents. I appreciate it

she gave me all these,and a rose.

Babe,thks for trying to cheer me up [:

2008-02-12T23:39:00.000-08:00

Tmrw's Valentine's,
NO DATE,
NO CHOCOLATES,
no roses,
no no no.
no whatever.
im all Alone, at home while y'all are watching movies,enjoying yourselves out there.
so,this is th definition of friendship huh?

where's the person who told me i could rely on its shoulder and ears whenever i need it?
where are you?
i need you NOW.
Even if you happened to saw this post,you wont be like the past.
asking me 'what happened to you? tell me about it?'
You wont do these types of things anymore.
instead,you'll react like 'Lol.your taiji lor'
People do change,
sometimes,for the better,while sometimes,more worst.
I'm still waiting,waiting for th day that we'll be like how we used to.
friends,good friends.
i dont care about those rumours. cause we didnt do all those stuffs that those ppl out there said.
did all those gossips drifted us apart? if thats so,our friendship is so vulnerable.
i always thought that you're different from th others.
thinking that you're more mature and sensible thn the others.
but look at th situation now.
even when our shoulders will brush by each other's,or when our eyes met,
did you bother to say 'hello', 'hi' or even wave to me?
last time,you will.
Now,you wont.
You told me, You'd be my listening ear and i can lean on your shoulder when i needed `em.
i wont forget this,it's imprinted on my mind.
& i remembered one thing that i learnt from you,perseverance.
strawhearts*

2008-02-12T22:50:00.000-08:00

Met ms teh this morning and another teacher.
they talked to me about that matter.
lol,before faizal asked me to meet them,i alr guessed it la.
At first i thought she's gg to caught me for my attire all these,but she didnt =)
There's one thing that she changed my impression towards her.
i thought she only caught students for attire etc.
Instead,she told me this.
'You can dont like that person. That person can also dont like you. But if th both of you were given a task to complete it together,there's isnt a need for you to like that person or not. If you succedd,thats professionalism.'
Chim ehs? Lol. thanks anw (:
During science practical,we were doing some experiments abt diffusion,osmosis etc etc.
Something caught everyone's attention.
guess what it is?

Visking tube. Lol.

this is how it looks like when we added th starch solution in.

The visking tube in th beaker of iodine water.

We add some copper sulphate solution in th test tube.

wanted to meet cupcake,but didnt. all thanks to my moodswings. BYEBYE

2008-02-12T03:40:00.000-08:00

How does it feels like when you need an listening ear,they acted like they're listening?
How does it feels like when someone's actions (or told) you that 'you're loosing to me,in everything'.
How does it feels like when you realise your classmate happened to be a hypocrite and talks bad about you?
whats worse,she get you into trouble?
How does it feels like when you felt that you're being pushed into a society that you doesnt wna be in?
How does it feels like when you've got everything and im losing every single lil thing?
How does it feels like when th both of you are good friends but the others mistook y'all as smth closer thn friends and started spreading rumours about th both of you?
And that friend of yours,choose to give you a cold shoulder,starting to avoid you ever since.
How does it feels like when you doesnt have any confidence in yourself ?
How does it feels like when most of your friends are living happily,but you arent?
How does it feels like when you tried to savage some friendship or whatsoever but its beyond your control?
How does it feels like when you're looking for someone trusthworthy and they promised and said stuffs like 'Dont worry,we'll stay in contact like now yeah? SISTERS FOREVER?'
But,those are just empty promises.
FOREVER,yeah,indeed.
whats forever?whats eternity?whats everlasting?
there isnt such things,kiddo.
How does it feels like when there's no one you could rely on?
Howdoes it feels like when you think that there's nth you could do right but the others can?
How does it feels like when you're crying in the presence of your so-called-clique-of friends,they didnt even bother to ask,'are you ok?' or 'do you want a tissue paper?' smth like that? Small acts can show alot of concern to some,if you're not aware of it.
How does it feels like when your friends treat you for granted?
For e.g, No friends,i look for you. when i've got my clique,BYEBYE !
Did anyone tried to understand ?
Did anyone EVEN thought of trying to understand ?
y'all didnt. to make it simple,
you're just judging a book by its cover.

-Friend,im wrong.
so disappointed,
perhaps,
this time round im wrong,again
Or i shouldnt even regard you as a friend.

;; Before i forget,Mrs neo(my primary sch teacher) told me this.
"there's no such thing as fairness in this world,but,there's justice."

2008-02-11T02:37:00.000-08:00

While talking to you,
I cant stop laughing,
infact,im crying when im laughing.
tears rolled down,
thinking of the past memories,
thinking of how dumb i am in th past,
looking forward to everything,
thinking that everything used to be a so beautiful.
thinking that 'so what if everyone doesnt likes me? as long as i like it,so be it luhhs !'
Im too naive .
I cant stop laughing,dont ask me whyyyyy.

- NUMBBED

2008-02-10T07:18:00.000-08:00

Bet you forget about today again.
sighs*

2008-02-08T01:59:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE,
BUT NOT ME,I GUESS.

I've lotsa stuffs to post.
leT me start with th outing with yue fang(she's dying to see me blog this out man =x )

050208;tuesday
Met fang outside school and trained to CP for hair extensions.
chat alot in th train.Infact,i almost laughed til peng -.-
Those stuffs that we talked about,you cant imagine it man.
Yue fang did arnd 20 strands or so and i did some coloured ones.
i was damn pek chek when they anyhow trim my extensions luhhs. dont know cut til like what.
so fake lor -.-
nvm,im hungry and we headed to KFC.
Yue fang taught me a 'secret' way of odering and eating fries. (lol.if you dont uds what im talking about,forget it. Its our 'secret way of eating' xD )
We was chatting while eating too. You know what? we can even talked about KFC -.-
comparing whether th chicken breast or chicken's thigh is nicer . (reminds me of MOO-WEITING.)
Both of us thought our hair looked so fake and decided to go to a salon and trim it.
trained back to bedok.She cutted V-shape . its sooooooo nice la :)
and th barber said 'aiyo,why your hair like that one?the extend til like this'
I felt more pek chek after hearing this.And i asked her to cut it nicely,look more natural.
bo bian nor. whats done cant eb undone what.
next time go for hair extensions dont ask them to trim for you,they'll trim til like sai. -.-
bused home.
Yue fang,i blog liao leh. Going out with you is so fun la. You're sucha hyper person ! :D

060208;wednesday
CNY performance.
doll up all these and performed for th whole school. lol
though the dance didnt turned out quite well, i guess most of us were nervous ba.
when school's over,i met shih how at tmart bus-stop.
waiting soooooooo long for him.he kept telling me he's on th way.
but actually he's smoking -.-
bused back to PCS together.
he went to meet his friends and we decided to meet in PCS later.
OM chased us out . telling us they're closing already. its only 12pm lor -.-
met Joey sister and debbie,happened to saw Jerome and co. (oh great . jerome -.-)
bused to tmall and had lunch there. Walked around and slacked at open plaza.
bumped onto gerald and co. they left after awhile.
there are some malay boys who kept waving to joey and me.
we was laughing non-stop lah -.-
bused home and packed my stuffs.(avoiding daddy.)
Stayed at cousin's house.
though they're 7 and 10 only,we still manage to get along quite well.
ya're right,we did many many childish stuffs -.-

Joey

Me,Grace,Pearlyn

070208;thurs.
Everyone went out except grandmother.
mom went out.
auntie,uncle and lil cousins went to bai nian.
i trained to chinatown and thought there'll be stuffs for me to shop.
but im totally wrong.
wanted to go bugis,but im at hougang leh.
sms raven,met him at heartland mall and walked to th arcade.
they were gaming while i sat tghere watching.
His cousin and friend tags along.
Kelvin,his friend talked to me to kill time . lol
walked back tgt and sent raven's cousin home.
while waiting for him at th playground,kelvin and me was chatting.
Raven called kelvin and he passed th fone to me
Raven : eh,veron ar. you and kelvin go eat dinner first la.
Me : huh?you not coming down mehs?
Raven : i cant bear to leave my bed , i wna sleep man.
Me : dont give lame excuses la. faster come down.
i was complaining that my throat's very dry.
Raven : eh,you thirsty right? i bring water come down .
Me : okay,quick.
When raven came down,kelvin asked him to go for dinner cause he's starving.lol
Kelvin : faster leh.i wna eat liao. i sibei hungry
Me : yea.quick
Raven dont want la.i lazy walk. eh,kelvin put red carpet for me
both of them were wearing red skinnies,and i suggested.
Me : aiyo.take off your pants and lay it on th floor jiu shi le ma. -.-
Kelvin : *laughs*
Raven : Lol. kelvin,bao wo leh.
Kelvin : _l_
Me : -.-
Raven : veron,bao wo leh. i lazy to walk nar.
Me : -.- shenjingbing,faster la.
Kelvin : aiyah.i go eat le la.byebye
Raven head was facing down. there's complete silence.
Raven : he really go liao ar? so petty meh?
Me : ya . (kelvin's actually hidding behing me.)
Raven picked up his fone and called him.
Kelvin walked up from th back : *slapping on his back* eh,shuai ge.
Raven : where did you go?
Kelvin : faster leh.go 105 eat la. i very hungry liao
raven : dont want 105 la.eat my house nearby jiu can le.
Kelvin : -.- dont want la. go la. -.-
Raven hesitated awhile and we walked to th coffeeshop.
Just thn,i rmbr grandmother cooked my dinner alr.
we waved gdbye parted.
waited so long for th bus to come.

080208;friday
Im home already.
there;s tons of HW waiting for me to do,
i dont feel like touching any of them.
feel like quitting school man.

2008-02-02T18:19:00.000-08:00

ah,fucktard.
i have so many assignments to do.

tmrw im having homec test.
BUT,i havent study for it D:
i havent do geog WB
i havent do history inferences and mindmap (wth -.-)
i havent pack my stuffs(i'll not be at home during CNY)
i havent do science WB
i havent do science worksheet
i havent do literature summary
i havent do geog chapt 2 mindmap.
yet,im gg to cousin's house ltr. (-slaps self-)
omg.how am i gg to finish all these? T.T
Lastly,i havent make up my mind if i should perform on wednesday or not.
You see,2008 is definitely not any btr than 2007.
I lost so many stuffs for that previous month.
imagine how many stuffs i'll lost in a year -________-
- wallet
- that strawheart
- specs
;; my books looks like used one,all thks to my carelessness.
& etc, cant remember D:
I dont understand what ms chin is talking about in science class.
omfg omfg,help me.
i dont wna fail class test man ! :X

2008-02-01T22:16:00.001-08:00

Yue shan and shuxian asked me to perform on wednesday.
Im still considering.

2008-01-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

Ong wee wee sent me this.
take a look at it ba :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKbi33lErFs&NR=1

2008-01-31T04:55:00.000-08:00

went to wenting's house and did the float.
wee cheong and xiang zhong help us with it .
lol.
when i reached home,i realise
I LOST MY SPECS. =.=
now,i gotta fork out money to make a new one,
my own money leh.
i gonna use my pay :/
oh well,guess its time for me to change a specs alr.
cause i dont really like the current one .
now that its lost,and th doctor said that i needa change my specs degree.
jiu de bu qu,xing de bu lai.
$$$$$ fly away ! :X

pictures will be uploaded when i get it from wenting [:

2008-01-30T02:23:00.001-08:00

Happy 1 month with cupcakeeeeeeee [:
Iloveyou la.

2008-01-30T01:20:00.000-08:00

was chatting with weiting babe,
she says she miss me lehhhhhhhhhh.

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
valentine's have date?

WeiTing : D says:
ha, i don't know.

WeiTing : D says:
but i'm giving many pple goodies including YOUUUUUUU.

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
HAHA

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
woots

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
when can meet you. ? i miss you lea x(

WeiTing : D says:
haha, like i dint miss you. -.-

WeiTing : D says:
i miss you more than you miss me!

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
really? haha. wah. last time i seen you is on x'mas leh.

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
sho long lia0

WeiTing : D says:
haha, after xmas also have.

WeiTing : D says:
in my dreams, i saw you. lol.

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
Haha

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
i saw you in my heart leh =p

WeiTing : D says:
lol.

- - VERON ; Arithmetic [: says:
laughs

and of course,we talked about Moo-wei-ting's favourite

Mr ____ [:

2008-01-29T02:45:00.000-08:00

i realise something.

Aaron is childis at times. instead of emo(thats what i thought in th past =X )
Jackson has a big mouth
Jeffery has a big mouth too, and very Bhb la ! :X

make it short,they dont behave like 17.
its so,
Interesting .
Lol

2008-01-28T00:21:00.000-08:00

I'm trying to forget you, forget about everything that happened in the past.
but i keep bumping onto you.
why is it that things are like this?
sighs*
i really hope we can be friends like how we used to.
though i know i said this alot of times and this might not seems impossible.

2008-01-26T04:48:00.000-08:00

was bored and did some surveys.
here are the results. Lol

You Are a Friendly Ex

While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends
In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best
And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird
Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly

what kind of ex girlfriend are you?

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

And you're crafty enough to get away with it!
But you probably wouldn't cheat...
(Unless the relationship was pretty much over)

Could You Cheat On Your Guy?

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing
And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind
(You've been known to still have connections with exes)
But sometimes your love is not the most passionate
Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

whats you love style?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

2008-01-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

went out just now.
shall not post about it,cause it wasnt a good one :/
ahhhh.
forget about it.
i have tons of homework.

- literature;matilda summary
-english comprehension.
-maths ex
-geog workbook;5 pages
-history
-start preparing for homec coursework
-chinese newspaper cutting

still have lots more,cant remember.
omgszxsxz , how am i gg to complete all these huh? T.T
and and,my eye,my eye.
when is it gg to recover? i cant use any eye make-ups for th moment and i have to eat so many pills and drip eyedrops daily, apply the medication.(yaya,im a lazy bum)
anw,i loveeeee maths alot,for now ! [:

2008-01-24T04:27:00.001-08:00

I was too naive

2008-01-22T23:22:00.000-08:00

1 Good news and another bad news.
Let's talk about th good one first eh?
I SCORED FULL MARKS FOR MY MATHS TEST DESPITE MY EYES CONDITION !
woohooos.i didnt expect it. xD
Now,th bad news.
My eyes are getting worse. aww :(
I Happened to saw blablabla when Mrs ong talked to me.
they thought i kena punished or whatsoever .___.
Lotsa ppl keep asking about my eye.
Throw face sia *

-stop being such a hypocrite in front of us.

2008-01-22T05:14:00.000-08:00

I might have an op.
for my eye.

take care,people.

2008-01-21T17:41:00.000-08:00

my eyes are getting worse.

2008-01-21T03:24:00.000-08:00

Dexter told me this.

Even if its impossible , your still waiting .
Stop lying to yourself and others .

2008-01-21T02:02:00.000-08:00

BRADON HAS A NEW NAME,
BRA-DON ! :D

2008-01-21T01:50:00.000-08:00

Charlton is lame man ! xD

look at my convo with brandon.
mine in blue,his in red ;D

<> aka <> aka <> says:
i tell u why
<> aka <> aka <> says:
got 1 time
<> aka <> aka <> says:
i buy a very exp sweet
<> aka <> aka <> says:
he come my house
- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
thn?
<> aka <> aka <> says:
i dun wan him eat
<> aka <> aka <> says:
cuz he will ask for more
<> aka <> aka <> says:
then my bro keep say
<> aka <> aka <> says:
wooo where is ur candy~~~~
<> aka <> aka <> says:
then he tot is gurk
- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
HAHAHAHAH
<> aka <> aka <> says:
gurl*
<> aka <> aka <> says:
he abit siao
- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
haha
- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
chey. like that nia
<> aka <> aka <> says:
yar lah
<> aka <> aka <> says:
then he keep say he love u in class
<> aka <> aka <> says:
=.=
<> aka <> aka <> says:
then hor
<> aka <> aka <> says:
u know ____ the msn name hor
<> aka <> aka <> says:
there write hold hand stuff
<> aka <> aka <> says:
then he say she waiting to hold hand with me
<> aka <> aka <> says:
lame rite
- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
HAHAH

- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
how ex is the sweet?
<> aka <> aka <> says:
erm
<> aka <> aka <> says:
is chocolate lah
<> aka <> aka <> says:
not sweet
<> aka <> aka <> says:
10 for $20
<> aka <> aka <> says:
mother buy 1
<> aka <> aka <> says:
dark chocolate
- - VERON ; i cant stop tear-ing T.T says:
oh
<> aka <> aka <> says:
lol
<> aka <> aka <> says:
he abit siao

2008-01-21T00:02:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG
guess what?
my eyes are swollen T.T
hais. visited the doctor just now and came back not long ago.
the doctor said will recover arnd 1-2 days time
if its serious,must operation. zz
nvm,i take away baked rice from pastamania !
woohoos. xD
i dont know how to go school and take th maths test tmrw.
wish me luck ba.
im eating my baked rice now <3
byebye,people ! :D

2008-01-19T16:41:00.000-08:00

i had a bad dream last night.
and it seems so realistic.
sighs*

-maybe,maybe.

2008-01-18T02:46:00.001-08:00

lolol.
look at your own blog.
saying i quarrelled with whoever and shen jing bing here and there?
who are you referring to huh? =.=

-anw,wenting,you're right. thks for telling me [:

2008-01-18T02:33:00.000-08:00

HA HA
afiq's hair tio caught for spikes and colour.
akhbah's hair tio caught for spikes.
joven's hair tio caught for length.
xiang zhong's hair tio caught for length too.
guess who else eh?
ONG WEE CHEONG didnt tio caught. so lucky lor him

all tio caught by "their favourite teacher" mr Jalani :)

2008-01-18T00:13:00.000-08:00

i saw you today.
we're just like schoolmates,
No,strangers would be a better word to describe it.
you didnt even bother to say ' hello '.

-为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解

2008-01-17T02:25:00.000-08:00

hais.
i dont know uh.
if only i can turn back the clock.
we're not as close as how we used to be.(close friends,i mean)
did i do anything wrong?
you dont bother anymore. sighs*

我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

2008-01-15T23:41:00.000-08:00

BAKA.

today we had homec lessons. guess what eh?
we made th chicken burger today.
i cutted the cucumber,onion and season it with the chicken and cokked it.
omgsxzxsxz ! i shoudnt cooked it cause during the process of cooking,vitamins in the cucumber are losttt >.<
MT lesson was conducted in th sch's library. after doing our chinese workbooks,gek peng found some books. LOL. and Xiang zhong kept saying that we're H____ =.=
went back to class for science lessons.
and some of th boys asked, ' wah.when are we gg to have chapter 5 ? ' Lol. -.-
No homework today except Geog chapt. 2 mindmap and literature worksheet.
now im wondering should i buy th 1 year contacts or not. but my friends told me it isnt very gd :/

i dont know.

when you told me you're waiting for my sms,i wanted to text you.

but i dont know what to sms about.

2008-01-15T04:57:00.000-08:00

omg.
ken is tempting me to cook and eat now !
cause we're chatting about the topic : home econ
awww ! >.<

-these type of stuffs happened again.
i dont wanna quarrel.
i texted you,you dont wna reply.
i didnt MIA already, but now you dont wna talk to me.
sighs*

2008-01-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

MIA

2008-01-14T02:35:00.001-08:00

DEXTER POH IS SO BHB SIA.

YAYA,YOU'RE A HANDSOME LAD.
PUI AR ! xD
JAY CHOU? DONT LOOK ALIKE LOR x)

classmates's birthdays.

2008-01-12T04:36:00.000-08:00

happened to saw this in class's blog.

January b'dae :
Nurhidayah - 1st January
stephanie - 24 January

February b'dae:
wee cheong - 15 feb
lisa - 25 feb

march b'dae:
faizal - 4 march
danial - 31 march

April b'dae:
joven - 16 april
shu xian- 18 april
yue shan- 22 april
afiq- 27 april

may b'dae:
veron- 2nd may
hui xin- 13 may
akhbar - 16 may
shane- 25 may

June b'dae:
aqil- 3rd june
samantha- 16 june
darel - 17 june
gek peng- 21 june
shu han -25 june
wee kiat- 27 june
ronald- 27 june

july b'dae:
chua jia xuan - 6th july

august b'dae:
iman- 12 august
yi ting- 21 august
nabilah- 24 august
marissa- 30 august
sandy - 31 august

september b'dae:
xiang zhong- 2 september
effah - 2 september
sze yee - 5 september
koh jia xuan - 5 th september
oscar - 13 september

october b'dae:
muhammad- 7 october
hazirah- 12 october
ridzuan - 19 october
sufiyan- 21 october

november b'dae:
wen ting - 10 november
benjamin - 18 november
irfan - 26 november

december b'dae:
wei ming - 8 december

2008-01-12T03:15:00.000-08:00

oh gawtt.
help me man,i think i lost my geog text.
i cant do the mindmap uh D:
first , my books were all drenched due to my waterbottle is not closed tightly .__.
next,my wallet, hse keys,the white straw heart.
and now,my geog textbk.
ahhhh,bad luck siol :X

i've yet to finsh

-maths homework
-geog mindmap
-literature
and revision for all subjects D:

you told me you wont contact anyone unless they contact you.
is that really what you want? you dont need me as a friend anymore?
Oh well,but still,i hope we'll stay in touch like how we used to for th past few days.and i didnt forget the pact that we made :
3 for you, and 5 for me.

2008-01-11T01:04:00.000-08:00

well,I've made up my mind.

-study hard and get into Th class that i want.
-no more day dreaming/sleeping in class (hopefully. :X )
-don't use phone in class
-talk lesser,do more work.
-my passion for photography will not end ? lol.
-better friendships,sisterships.
-revise all subjects at least once in a week.
-get the satisfied results.
-no r/s til th time is right.

I'll be waiting.
you might choose not to believe me,but I'll prove it to you.
for now,my first priority;studies :)

2008-01-10T01:59:00.001-08:00

i hope you mean it.
so people,wish me luck ayeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

IM OVER THE MOOOOOOOOOOOOON

2008-01-09T01:42:00.000-08:00

ahem* ,
its isnt what you're thinking.
call/text me. i'll be waiting for your call.
i dont like th situation we're in now.
cant we be like the past? uhs.
i dont wanna loose someone like you.
if you want to stop contacting me,what else could i say?
you kept telling me ' you'll loose one friend nia ma '
no,you're wrong .

-对不起

my wallet,dad's birthday.

2008-01-08T22:54:00.000-08:00

sighs*
i still cant get over my wallet stuffs uh D:
uhs.my blog seems to be dead.
i shall update about what happened recently .

07JAN08

Daddy,im sorry.
met jess and charlotte after school and bused to CP for extensions.
when we dropped off,i realise my wallet's missing. ==
called up those bus interchange,sbs,transit link,smrt office(s). all engaged . zz
when i manage to get through those hotlines,guess what?
different bus companies told me to call another one.
when i called another one,they asked me to call the other one . =.=
at last,i rang up CCK bus interchange.(which th bus i board is heading to)
they said 'nope.we found nothing'
sighs* aww x(
th white straw heart that you gave to me(perhaps ppl would think that 'oh,its just an white straw heart,nothing special at all ' but it means alot to me. ) and other impt stuffs.
walked arnd CP,happened to saw the blogger,xiaxue
so many ppl is doing extensions. waited for 30 minutes at a saloon and decided to go another one cause they're doing eyelash extensions for one customer and they said it wont be done so fast.
i extend a few mroe strands.
jessie's extending when lunar new year is nearer. cause she wanted a red colour one.
she said ' hong cai hao ma.da ji da li ' lols.
trained back to interchange and bused home.
i apologise to mum and dad for my carelessness.
mum was like ' why are you so careless? '
dad said ' nvm la. nobody want this to happen.be careful in th future :) '
im sry daddy. its your birthday, i lost my wallet and keys x(

all of us slept in the bus.

jessie

charlotte

08JAN.08

went to tmall with shuxian.
met hannah and a new friends;shiying :)
trained to bugis.all of them was sitting on the floor except me,cause i dont wna dirty my skirt .___.
hannah ang shiying bought slippers.
went to BK for lunch. vann and xinping came to meet us.
walked around in bugis street as they wanted to buy schoolbag and xinping's cardigan.
hannah and shiying said they'll join us later.
i rang hannah.she's feeling very down and i went in to BK and look for her.
all of us was doing homework there.vann and xinping joined us after they finish buying their stuffs.
BLA BLA BLA.SOME STUFFS HAPPENED. :/
trained back,vann went to xinping's house.
nelson sent hannah back,and the others bused home.
uh. i miss my white straw heart and wallet uh ! :X

shiying

hannah

*scribbles*
& with shuxian

PS : im lazy to upload th photos taken on new year's eve/sleepover at hannah's house.view it in my frienster profile instead.

2008-01-08T04:57:00.000-08:00

BIG TIME !

I LOST MY WALLET.
THERE'S IMPT INSIDE.
MY WHITE STRAW HEART,IS GONE.
and i know you wont fold it for me anymore.
guess its time for me to let go.

Cupcakee,dont cry.

everything's gonna be alright.

2008-01-06T09:08:00.000-08:00

was chatting with Dexter on the phone and talk lotsa craps.
coughs* the funniest one is,
Dexter posses :

-jay's cool.
-wu zhun de ke ai
-ru hua de xin gan
-liu de hua de shen ying
-luo zhi xiang de shuai qi
-ayumi hamasaki's figure
-yao ming de gao du

Oh yes,before i forget.

he loves to speak Japanese alot alot. and i couldnt uds it ==
dont always be so emo and down.
must quit smoking uh.at least, cut down on it.
and i wont forget our promise.
-the 5 times that i promised.
-and,3 cigg per day for you. nothing more than that ehs :D
imissyou la,
DEXTER IS LOVE

2008-01-04T01:49:00.000-08:00

Dexter and caine,im waiting for your return.
dont say that nobody cares for you.
everyone cares for you.some didnt express it out only.
Dont do silly stuffs eh.
dont tell me ' you jump,i jump ' cause you'd regret it.
Bon voyage.
see both of you on sunday.
dotn worry,i'll miss you guys [:
Faster come back uh.

DEXTER POH W.K. IS MY SON ! :D
-must be filial to me lea. lol !
and and,your singing is not bad la. i must hear it again when you're back ok?
i miss elmo ehs x)

and caine,my mr baka :)
-i'll lend you my ears when you need them
thks for comforting me when im down .

i believe that both of you will be back ,safe and sound :)
let bygones be bygones.tmrw will be better .
think positive.

loves,
Veron [:

2008-01-01T07:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE [:
its a new year, soon he'll forget about me.
ytd at vivo,i had mood swings.
idk what happened to me again.
i've been like this for some time alr.
what to do? all of you are having fun and i dont wna spoil everyone's mood.
ended up crying alone in th toilet and open plaza
vann asked me not to cry. but,i cant hold back those tears and asked her to join jeremy and co.
they went BK. i stayed @ th open plaza and met terrance.
went down t BK and find vann.
seeing that vann and _____ was like so...
there,my moodswing came again. Nah.i dont think i like __ ehs.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
i even had a tiff with you. you told th girls that i shouted at you.
uhs.forget it.its my fault.
all th guys crowded arnd you and ___ kept talking to you.
as if im invisible. he didnt even bother to talk to me.
perhaps,i shouldnt had turned up ytd.
i msg kelvin borther.
he cabbed all th way from cck to vivo. cause i sent him some silly msg(s) he thought i wna ... uh idk {but thks for caring for me,i appreciate it}
met natasha darling and hannah cupcake.
i feel btr after cupcake console me. [thks, too :) ]
trained to cityhall. and terrance went to met his friends.
bought vodkas.
met raven & co.
cupcake went t find yy and some stuffs happened (for those who know,you get what i mean)
while we was about t trained home,saw xiaoclown;nelson, xiaogordon etc etc.
some asked for hannah's number . woots xD
saw terrance and co.
passed him back confuse's wax and his stuffs.
sleepover @ hannah's hse.
after washing up,hannah cooked me instant noodles.
wanted t make baked rice, but its too late alr.
chat with cupcake til arnd 4am. lolol.
and we chat alot alot alot.
cupcakeeee,i love talking to you la xD
Picx will be uploaded next time.

-Natasha darling,

dont worry.everything's gonna be alright. vann,hannah and me are here for you.

dont think too much ehs :D

Strong on th outside,weak on th inside.

you might think that all these are fake.

but,dont judge me.cause you never know how i feel inside.

Unwanted.

2007-12-30T07:44:00.000-08:00

I don't know.
sry.i dont know whats th prob with me.
idk whats wrong with me.
im having mood swings again.
and you're like so * up talking to me.saying that i also dont have mood.
dont wanna go sua lor. uhs.
im sry.
im not sure if tmrw i'll turn up or not.
tmrw should be a great day for all of us. but now,im not sure if i still wanna go or not.
i dont know.i dont know whats wrong with me.sry.
and and and and, whatever la. idk.
i wished i could forget about everything that happened in 2007.
im having bad luck this year.

-r/s
-friendship
-school
-studies
etc..

its like so many things happened to me.why is it that everyone's living peacefully and im not?
idk,idk.idk.idk.

MIA.

2007-12-28T18:50:00.000-08:00

{edited}

critic :

hey ! i think you're so outdated man ! you should tour around bugis.
GREEN AND PURPLE DOESNT BLIND PEOPLE. CAUSE NOWADAYS TEENS ARE WEARING PURPLE SKINNYS AND GREEN ONES. YOUR GRANDMA FASHION SENSE IS BTR THAN ME? LMAO LA ! YOUR FASHION SENSE SUCKS LIKE HELL TOO EHS. IF YOU THINK THAT PURPLE AND GREEN COULD BLIND PEOPLE,DONT LOOK AT IT. DONT EVEN GIVE COMMENTS ON HOW PEOPLE WEAR IT. IF NOT,I THINK YOU SHOULD COMPLAIN TO GOD, ' WHY IS THERE THE COLOUR PURPLE AND GREEN? OH GOD. WHY ? ' =.=
EVERYONE HAVE DIFFERENT FASHION SENSE. WHICH MEANS,EVERYONE DRESS DIFFERENTLY.SOME LIKE BLACK COLOUR, YELLOW ETC. BUT THE OTHER MIGHT NOT.SO,ITS YOUR OWN PROBLEM IF YOU DOESNT LIKE IT.

hurhur. MY COLOUR COMBINATION IS APPALLING? =.=
ARE YOU COLOUR BLIND OR WHAT? MY TOP COLOUR ISNT PURPLE AT ALL =.=
IF YOU'RE REFERRING TO PURPLE DENIM SHORTS,IT IS EASY TO MATCH WITH TOPS AND DOES NOT BLIND POEPLE. IM THE ONE WEARING IT. NOT YOU.
I DONT HAVE THE $$$ TO SHOP AT HAJI? OH. HOW DID YOU KNOW? LMAO.

YOU'RE SUCH A KIDDO. :D

2007-12-27T00:37:00.000-08:00

GOD MAN. know what? I NEED A JAB !

2007-12-25T23:56:00.000-08:00

{Edited}

oh * you man, QIYUAN !
YOU MADE MY WHOLE COM SO LAG AND WHILE I WAS BLOGGING,EVERYTHING WAS GONE. =.=
AND NOW, I DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO BLOG ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED ALR. -.-

i shall post picx instd =.=
sry readers.
nvm.i'll summarise everything thn.

24dec07

-went chc and met cyndi. (:
-met youyang afterwards.
-trained down to town for th countdown.
-met jiankai,bingrong and their friends.
-my black cardigan became green one -.- all thks to th spray uh.
-bought beer at 7 eleven. vann said that my cheeks are red. lmao!
-met xp and cine :D
-board th last train and vann's dad drove us home.

25DEC07

WEITING SAID ' I LOVE GUYS WHO WEAR WHITE SKINNIES CAUSE THEY HAVE SEXY ASS '
lol :D
-went shopping with weiting babe at top shop and she loves everything there. including th customers. lmao.
-met caine. after that,we went our own ways cause we're meeting ivy.
- a new friend,ivy ! i love her man. she's a hyper person. xD
-had lunch at KFC. OWT was talking about CHICKEN BREAST cause i ordered a 2 piece chicken meal . infact,th whole convo was about CHICKEN BREAST =.=
-snapped at haji lane.
-bought a handbag at bugis street.
and train home.

2007-12-24T12:03:00.000-08:00

I always lose.
im always a loser.
you're th one who's always winning.
why is it like this? Uhs, im just a loser.
i know,i cant hold a candle to you.
you good in doing everything. while im not able to.
cause some stuffs i dont have th courage to do that. but you dare to.
everything. and i mean everything. you'll succed. while i always fail no matter how hard i've tried.
I just feel like screaming and cry my hearts out right now.
im a loser. im always a loser. in your eyes and in others eyes. perhaps you didnt say it out. but i can feel it.
i'll never succedd. i kept on trying. but still,i failed.

i put up a strong front in front of everyone. smiling everyday. gg crazy/high.

soemtimes,people said that im attitude,etc etc. thats only the outside.

is there anyone who tried to know how im feeling inside? there isnt.

everyone judge me by outside.

im always comforting myself that ' its ok. its ok. tmrw will be btr. i shouldnt think so much. everything can be solved ' . but im just lying to myself.

hoping that things will get btr, but i ruined them instead.

i felt so lost. i dont know what to do.

i dont know what to please ppl beside me.

of course,i dont expect the whole world to love me cause nobody's perfect.

-I dont wanna do this anymore.

i wanna be myself and not others. pretending to be happy all these while.

But,do i have th choice?

sighs*

2007-12-22T12:23:00.000-08:00

Everything's changed.

Went to city harvest .
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
so fun. meet up at vann's house. to doll up bla blahs.
xinping wear til so jap ! cute lea xD
bused to bedok and had lunch at mac and met her friends.
trained to expo. leighton,xiao bai,joseph, vivian and her cousins met us ltr.
saw hair extensions @ 2$ per strands. lol. mroe ex dhen CP ehs.
vann did 1 red strand near her fringe.
i did a few, red,purple and brwon (:
walked arnd,give presents all these. and know some new friends.
Que up for th seats and it was so many people there.
when we're settled down, we chat and snapped ! heh.
nicholas sat beside xinping.
lol. he's such a quiet guy.
the service starts.we watched the drama sing etc.
when its ending,all of us light up the candles. so beautiful (:
when its over,met their cell members. Wilson and his friends are waiting for us at the mrt station. TAAAAAAAAAAADAA ! know what? there's another guy who called nicholas. he's nobody but : 小草.
didnt know it was him cause i seldom view his profile. lolol.
he's so different from th other nicholas. who's very quiet.
小草 is a very very talkative guy. lol.
trained back to Tmall and had dinner in th foodcourt.
the guys went to bought the dinner and we was snapping and sending photos to each other's phone.
all of us ate japanese food.
vann keep complaining about her noodles cause its. err, awful.
i tasted it. eeeeeeeeew ! suck man. she asked everyone ' eh.can someone exchange with me? my one dunnoe like what sai uh. ' lol. we continued eating. she was like ' =.= fine,stupid noodles ! ' look on her face. Lmao.
she took out a piece of oil paper and deep it into the bowl of noodles. =.=
lol.siao right? we was so shcoked when she showed us cause we dont know that she dipped it inside . =.=
they went to find their friends and i bused home.

saw it? so erxin lorh.

2007-12-20T16:04:00.000-08:00

I realise,im lying to myself ...

2007-12-17T01:24:00.000-08:00

lol.was bored and passed by dulcia's blog.
did this survey.

True meh? lol.

70%Romance results how well did you do70%

Cool!!! You are the person who takes a little below the beyond.You like being with someone that you admire and love good luck in the future

HOW ARE ROMANTIC ARE YOU
Make a Quiz

2007-12-16T17:12:00.000-08:00

Went cityplaza and bugis with weiting babe.
bought green skinnies,green top and purple shorts.
tried out white,red,blue and purple.
And spammers,please stop all these.
Get lost from my blog if you doesnt like me. Spams wont be entertained.
Childish people do childish stuffs. i wouldnt waste my time on you all. -.-

Red

White

Blue

Purple

Black skinnies.

2007-12-13T23:18:00.000-08:00

Edited*

Uh.i cant be bothered with spammers like you -.-

please get a life. Spamming my blog for what sia? you're so irritating and childish.

spam all the way you want for all i care. And, i DONT USE FOUNDATION.

Foget about it.

This is how i look like without any make ups, and i didnt use any programmes to edit the lighting etc. About my complexion, you've seen it for yourself. so please keep yr comments to yrself. im not being bhb to post this. i post this for those spammers . zz

Back to blogging (:

15DEC07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE KONG H.T

12Dec07

Celebrate Jess's birthday.We went to Kbox. woots ! xD

all of us went too high. especially me .___. god ! =.=''

we sang alot of songs, sang for hours. lol

when we finished singing,its already 10 pm plus.

Kbox

Cm'on dont be shy lea (:

This is what happens when we get too high -.-

Girls <3>

Lastly,me ;D

All eatery shops are closed except mac -________-

except mac and coffee shop. Lol.

jess doesnt want to eat mac cause she said she wanted to give us a good treat. actually , we're fine about it la,you dont have to go to such expense. as long as you ' wuixm ' jiu ok le (:Wanted to go airport to eat Swensens. but we're afraid that when we finished eating,trains and buses are all closed. we trained back to tampines and ate roti prata. Lol.

we walked and walked and walked arnd 800 plus. couldnt find that ' only sell roti prata de coffee shop ' that jess mentioned. lol. dunoe what strucked her mind,she finally rmbr where it is .

we ordered :

-Spicy fried rice

-Jess's banana prata

-4 pieces ' kosong ' prata(Pris's and mine :DD )

-Tissue prata(Charlotte's (: )

Look ! charlotte's tissue prata is so big !><

We chat alot . about friends,family,etc.

And laughed like mad women -.-

When we're done,its already 1am plus.

they walked me home.

Charlotte couldnt go back her hse cause she didnt bring her keys neither she could go to her aunt's hse,cause its at bedok. and at such an hour,buses and trains are closed alr. her mum doesnt want her to cabbed home alone. She ton at Jess's hse.

aww. so good la. *envious*

pris and me wanted to ton too. but we cant.cause i needa go school the next day.

Never mind.we decided to meet up for breakfast (:

13Dec07

Charlotte rang me up at 10am.

Quickly brushed up and change.

Jess and charlotte went to pris's hse. guess what? she's sleeping ! -_______-

the 3 of us met up for breakfast.

They only slept for 1 hour and they kept yawning.

Jess said ' wah. all of us have tired eyes uh '

Laughs*

Im craving for ice kacang and i ordered that and 1 curry puff.

Jess ordered ice milo and beancurd and ' kuey chup '

Charlotte ordered mince pork noodles.

she ate a few spoonsful and she doesnt want it anymore cause she said its too spicy. haha.

they came over to my place and used com . AUDITIONSEA ! <3

after some time,Jess went home.

Charlotte and me was surfing the net and checking out our friends blog.

While hopping around someone's blog,we found a survey.

we click ' make a survey/ Quiz '

we was very very bored and decided to make a ' Hyperactive or Emotional ' survey.the questions that we set are soooooooooooooooo funny and er, a lil lame -___-the 4 of us met up and had Dinner tgtJess gave us a treat at pizzahut as we couldnt get it ytd.

we ordered this and that. etc etc and chatted again. ALot,alot,alot.

about ambitions, etc.

I was kinda surprised about Jess's ambition. wow. jiayou jess ! that day will come de ^^

Walked arnd and we found jess her bday preseant ;a cute teddy bear ! <3

we bought it for her and went x-craft to buy the same earrings as a memorial to jess's bday.We bought a small ' clothes hanger ' earring (unique eh? not lotsa people are wearing it.

i bought a green one.

priskila bought a pink one.

jess and charlotte bought black ones.

Took neoprints and we bused home.

Thanks for the great times,girls <3

2007-12-12T11:49:00.000-08:00

=.=
i cant stand you anymore. so what if you're my senior ? scold me , ka my jiao wei etc.
very big uh? -.-please luh. dont like me say la . You dont needa tell everyone that im bad, etc etc.People who wanna believes her,jiu believe lorh. i cannot do anything what.
talk behind my back for what sia? eh,you're just like those ' san gu liu po ' can...?!!
wah,your mouth uhs. aiyo. dunnoe what to say la.say whatever you want lor. people have eyes to see whether what you said about me is true or not. Dont say that im attitude cause you're the one who's giving attitude first. =.= i admit that i dislike you. and i know you doesnt like me either.But,i didnt talk bad about you. what for sia? If you dont ka my jiao wei,i dont ka yours. Peace what. not good meh? -.- When i saw you,i just look away.i dont give you that type of face. but you're critising me . telling yr friends how i look and other stuffs about me. saying that im ugly all these. yah,so what if im ugly? God created me.so what if im ugly? so what if im imperfect huh? remember,nobody's perfect,ok? Whether im ugly or whatsoever,you huan lo so much about me for what? Come to think about it,I dont know should i say that ya're observant or ' too free ' to care so much about someone that you dislike. Stop all these,will you? its so C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H .

2007-12-11T02:04:00.000-08:00

{Edited *part of it only. }

ytd was ______but it seems like you doesnt care.you talked to me in msn.i sad that you've change.you told me , everything change. Everything seems so far away from you.
friends, family etc. Everything.I wonder. why did we became like this? cant we be like the past? Really? we cant? You dont take the initiative to contact me. When we'd finish our convo,i had smth wanted to tell you. i stuttered. and all you reply was a ' ? ' . in the past , you'd reply yes ____. But not now anymore. uhs. Looks like we're drifting further and further away from each other. You dont need me as a friend. you dont treat me as a friend. perhaps im just a ' imaginary friend ' to you. Im so disappointed. i thought you were different from the others. contact a few weeks jiu byebye le. i thought our friendship will somehow be stronger. not that you contact me when you need me to kill time. i thought you were.,you were. i thought i thought. I thought so much. But,i was wrong. Say that its all my one sided thinking or whatsoever. Ya're avoiding me, arent you? you said that you're bz that's why you didnt contact me. but ever since the rumour about the both if us,you stop contacting me. im the one who pm/sms you. hais. why are we like this? Will someone tell me why? i tried to be how we used to be in the past. Sometimes,I hinted you.I've lotsa things to tell you. but when i know that you doesnt care about _____ or whatever anymore. i decided not to. Perhaps,Perhaps,i've lost such a great friend like you.i really really really wish that we could be like how used to be. Im trying so hard. but,i realise,its no use. You dont care. Neither do i see/feel that you're trying to keep this friendship gg on.

2007-12-10T23:45:00.001-08:00

sighs* you've changed.

2007-12-06T03:05:00.000-08:00

straightened my hair.
which is btr?(the fringe is th main point. lol.)

1. Before.

2. After.

2007-12-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

tags replies.

Sandy : Linked.
Joey : sister,linked. ps. i took along time :X
Xiaohui : Nvmnvm. i linked ler. nowadays hai hao norh. free on weekends. cause im working. contact me when ya wanna go gai gai bahs xD
Weiting : haha. we didnt snapped alot aye x(
Peining : [:
Chargee : Lols.
Jeremy : Lols. thks .
Sera : hey darling,thks for not running. lol :x
TampinesMad : couldnt uds you -.-
huiyi;Joey : ah jie, i forgotten yr num. ps.
Shermane : linked daughter <3 you prettier luhs x)
Abbi : imissyou too pubor ! <33
Xiaohui : Linked <3
Kassandra : you're linked, precious mei [:
Weiting : ugly la.yours nicer (:
Weiting : linked <3
Vivian : Linked [:
Edleen : hahaha. <3
Jessie : lol. when did i say that? =.=

2007-12-04T17:23:00.000-08:00

Uhs.
!@#^%$ my hair can.
its so curly already.
esp the fringe. dunnoe like what sai uh.
shld i rebond? Yes no ?
Lol.

2007-12-02T06:57:00.000-08:00

Its too late for you to regret now.

* Before i forgot,thks jeremy for th movie treat. We watched 'Enchanted' ,& its nice [:

Went out with Gek Peng.met her at small mac.Gina was supposed to joined us too.but due to some reasons,she didnt came.(i dont know why.)
gek peng bought her heels and we trained to bugis.
chit chat,snapped and shopped !
When we walked into a cosmetics shop,we saw someone familiar.she was serving us,asking 'which school are you girls from?' we told her our school.
And she said that,we're schoolmates [:
she's our senior and she's so pretty that i cant recognise her. Lols.
thks for helping with choosing th make ups . winks*

2007-12-01T10:41:00.000-08:00

Cause all guys's th same.

30th Nov :

Met Jeremy and watched fireworks at vivo [:

Yesterdat;1st Dec.

Hung out with weiting babe !
we chatted like we used to.uh.i missed the old times,when we keep on laughing non stop at a particular subject.
bought eyeliner,flat shoes,fake eyelashes,a tee at bugis.lol. bling * 50 dollars gone.
went to town.we saw streets performances.
a 8 yr old boy drummer attracted the whole crowd.
awwww,he's so innocent and cute luhs.
we stopped and watched his performance.its wonderful [:
we moved on to heeren.Weiting went to look for her 'NUMflip flops'. as well as _____(aha,ongtinging,you knew what im referring to xD ) lol !
After that,went Takashimaya. bought drink cause im very thirsty.lol
weiting bought some black pepper sausages.she asked if i want some,i rejected,
uh,whats wrong with me uh?i only ate 1 meal a day and i doesnt wanna eat even im hungry.
hope its not eating disorder -.-
we snapped again ! xD
while snapping,we heard a cute ~ voice. guess 'who's' voice is it?
its elmo ! we joined in th crowd. yes,it's the sesame streets [:
weiting quickly snapped it.
she's wearing a elmo tee. you can tell how much her love for elmo is .
we saw a elmo soft toy.weiting rushed over.lol.
i snapped it for her ,with elmo [: (elmo and someone wearing a elmo tee. sounds like its twin eh? lol.)
when we walked out of taka,the whole orchard road is so beautiful.
the streets trees are decorated with small lights. and we saw some christmas trees too.

Weiting's looking for her boy, oh >.<